Broken
My heart is broken.
Why can't you all just see.
It is not strength
I show.
Just an empty hallow me.
You have changed.
Some might
say.
The happy, laughing, smiling me.
Has quickly gone away.
My son
has gone to heaven.
And with him a piece of me.
You don't quite
understand.
And are not sure what to say.
I am not sure of
anything.
As I get up each and everyday.
I truly love my son.
Please
don't let him be forgotten.
So when you see my tears.
And you think
you've hurt me in someway.
Please don't walk away.
Just sit with me and
talk.
About my son who went away.
I know my heart is broken.
And
this you cannot fix.
It helps to know he's remembered.
By those he
touched that day.
My very special Angel.
who had to go away.

Gone Away
My child has gone away.
And I do not
understand.
Why Me?
Why my
child?
Why now?
Why this way?
All
my hopes and dreams are gone.
In a blink of and
eye.
All that's left is and empty heart.
And the
thousands of tears I've cried.
Many do not
understand.
Why my heart is broke.
And I thank God
that they don't.
No mother should have to bear the
pain.
I do each and every day.
They say it will
get better.
But I don't think it will.
My heart is
in a million pieces.
And my soul is broken too.
This kind of hurt cannot be healed.
No matter how long I
live.
It is the worst pain I've ever felt.
No
mother should never have to say goodbye.
To a child she loved
from the start.
So to those who say just move on.
Please if you think you can.
Your welcome to take my
place.
Walk in my shoes if you can.
And I can bet
in just a day.
My burden would be to heavy for you to
bare.
And you would give it back quick as can be.
And hurry on your way.
But the next time that you see
me.
I know you will turn away.
For you will
remember with pain in your heart.
And tears in your
eyes.
The day you took my place.
You will know how
hard it is for me to live each day.
So please when you see me be
kind in your words.
Because you have lived my nightmare but only
for a day.
Accept my tears, and know my pain.
But
look at me anyway.
Because my child has died you
see.
And it will be a lifetime till I can hold him again.