In Loving Memory of
UnbornAngels
 and NewlybornAngels

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Poems By Terry




Broken
 
 My heart is broken.

 Why can't you all just see.

 It is not strength I show.

 Just an empty hallow me.

 You have changed.

 Some might say.

 The happy, laughing, smiling me.

 Has quickly gone away.

 My son has gone to heaven.

 And with him a piece of me.

 You don't quite understand.

 And are not sure what to say.

 I am not sure of anything.

 As I get up each and everyday.

 I truly love my son.

 Please don't let him be forgotten.

 So when you see my tears.

 And you think you've hurt me in someway.

 Please don't walk away.

 Just sit with me and talk.

 About my son who went away.

 I know my heart is broken.

 And this you cannot fix.

 It helps to know he's remembered.

 By those he touched that day.

 My very special Angel.

     who had to go away.









  Gone Away
 
    My child has gone away.
      And I do not understand.
   Why Me?
   Why my child?
      Why now?
    Why this way?
            All my hopes and dreams are gone.
        In a blink of and eye.
            All that's left is and empty heart.
            And the thousands of tears I've cried.
            Many do not understand.
            Why my heart is broke.
            And I thank God that they don't.
            No mother should have to bear the pain.
            I do each and every day.
            They say it will get better.
            But I don't think it will.
            My heart is in a million pieces.
            And my soul is broken too.
            This kind of hurt cannot be healed.
            No matter how long I live.
            It is the worst pain I've ever felt.
            No mother should never have to say goodbye.
            To a child she loved from the start.
            So to those who say just move on.
            Please if you think you can.
           Your welcome to take my place.
            Walk in my shoes if you can.
            And I can bet in just a day.
            My burden would be to heavy for you to bare.
            And you would give it back quick as can be.
            And hurry on your way.
            But the next time that you see me.
            I know you will turn away.
            For you will remember with pain in your heart.
            And tears in your eyes.
           The day you took my place.
           You will know how hard it is for me to live each day.
            So please when you see me be kind in your words.
            Because you have lived my nightmare but only for a day.
            Accept my tears, and know my pain.
            But look at me anyway.
            Because my child has died you see.
            And it will be a lifetime  till I can hold him again.


 
     HEAVENS ANGELS

 
   Heavens Angels.
   Is what they are.
   Special as can be.
    God gave them to their Mommy's.
       For  weeks, a month or just days.
         Their Mommy's loved them Oh so much.
     But with them they couldn't stay.
    God needed them with him you see.
   So Mommy's Angels flew away.
     Though not with us in body.
    Our Angels spirits stay.
   Close to each Mommy.
      To help them through the day.
       KISSES AND HUGS!!!!!!
 Sent from above. 
       To their Mommy's far below.
            From all of Heavens Angels.
     Not with us today.


           
I MISS MY BABY BOY

 
 I Miss My Baby Boy You See.
 He's gone so far away.
 To a place I cannot see.
 Way beyond the stars.
 There he's waiting  for me.
 Till my time on earth is through.
 So as I hope to see him again.
 My tears they sometimes flow.
 I Miss My Baby Boy You See.
 In heavens where he'll be.
 
LONG ROAD
 
 Dark, hollow.
 Black, cold.
 Down this long and lonesome road.
 Alone I am not.
 There are many with me.
 Cursed to wonder this road for all eternity.
 No smiles to see.
 No giggles to hear.
 Empty arms is what we share.
 This longing to hold a baby.
 The hoping the  trying, the waiting.
 Can truly drive you mad.
 This road has many twists and turns.
 And falls along the way.
 But with help from those around us.
 We get and brush it off.
 We wish we did not walk this road.
 But only we know it's pain.
 The anger, the rage and the emptiness.
 We hope it will go away.
 But as we walk along this road.
 These feelings come and go.
 Someday's oh so strong.
 It feels like the loss happened yesterday.
 Someday's we are able to walk this road.
 And no screams are heard and no tears are shed.
 These days are few and far between.
 But we pray for more of these days.
 Our hearts may heal, with tears and time.
 But our loss will still remain.
 Dark, hollow.
 Black, cold.
 Down this long and lonesome road.




        
 
                                                                            SHINING STAR

 
 Shining Star I see you.
  Out front of my door each night.
    As if you are trying to tell me.
    That my GABRIEL is alright.
    Are you his halo's light I see.
  As I look to the sky each night.
   If in deed you are my Son.
  Just know that I'm Alright.
   As long as I can see you.
    When I look to the sky each night.
      My Little Angel Gabriel.
    And his halo's shining light.
 
                                                           
 
WINGS



Angels all around me.
We live with God above.
There are no tears and pain.
Just lots and lots of Love.
I miss my Mommy down on earth.
But I know she loved me so.
She loved oh so much.
She just had to let me go.
As much as it hurt.
She kissed my Angel cheek.
And let me fly to heaven.
With my brand new Angel Wings.
I know she knows I Love her.
And that I am with her all the time.
So Mommy wipe your eyes.
And dry your tears away.
Because I am up here with God now.
And I Miss You Everyday.
One day I will see you.
When all your deeds are done.
And we will fly together.
With our special Angel Wings.
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